she makes me feel so much anger and sorrow and sadness, and it eats at me little by little . i know i should let go.... but i love her

soooooo its 11:32 and ive just been amazed by the stalking skills of one of my friends LOL. ahh anyways lifes going so so stuff could be better but meh its hsc cant really do much i guess. i went hursie today to have lunch with rebz and it was going good but then it turned out a bit weird at the end.. and yeah i had also had a chat with another friend who happened to give me a LOT of insight into something that had been bothering me for a long time now. so yeah that was good and bad but i guess it kinda helps me in making a decision which ive been struggling with for a long time but ive forgetting about because of how well things have been going. in the end i still have to make the decision and in the end only a handful of people can really do much to influence my final choice..

^ what a shit way to start my blogging again LOL. oh well no roses and doves and fucking cherry blossom shit happening in life lately.